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My own personal Hell from my own personal Jesus.




So, here we are, August 24th, 2015. What a mind fart! I have been "Walking with Dann" for nigh on fifty-seven plus years now. Walking with a limp, mumbling when I speak and laughing when I can.

We all have our own demons lurking on the back streets of our minds. We have all done good and bad. Unfortunately, or maybe fortunately, mine was the latter. Often I have spoken about my darkside and I do so out of the pride of knowing that I AM ACCOUNTABLE for my actions.

I hold the responsibility for that which I have done. Just as I hold the guilt for the pain I have caused.

Do you wonder who it is I have harmed the most?

My family, my children.

It has not been easy for them to grow in life with one such as I as a father figure. The Hippie, the Biker, the Electrician, the Gangbanger and The LightHouse.

I have been stabbed, shot, beaten, tortured, kidnapped, imprisoned and - the worst of all - allowed to die seven times and have to return.

 My own personal Hell from my own personal Jesus. 

 I shall pay and have been paying my penance. I do so with pride. I do so because how can I be shamed for that which I knowingly committed myself into. Only a coward would not take responsibility or lay blame with the oh so over used, "BUT, you made me do it".

I danced with Satan himself and I walked with The Creators. Thanks to my now almost useless legs I shall never dance again - but I shall continue to walk everyday.

I look around at this world we have all created and I am saddened. Much the same way as Jesus, the Original Hippie, must have felt during his time on this Earth. "Forgive them, Lord, they know not what they do." WRONG! We all know exactly what we are doing.

The holy books say that when we have an universal language, (Internet?), and we have a universal currency, (Bitcoin, online banking), then the Apocalypse is coming.

In the short time I have been permitted to live, I have witnessed society go from people bartering for goods, family's eating together, parents being the ones who taught family values and children playing in the streets to what we now call life.

Analyze this so-called 'life'. No faith being taught at school, children running the parents life, everyone in debt up to the curly hairs on their anus, sex is being taught at grade one levels, even the Great Catholic Pope has gone against the very essence of the church, man marrying man, woman marrying woman, doctors playing Gods and creating Frankenstein's,meals ate anywhere except the dining table and scholars telling us we cannot discipline or control our children.

Sad state of affairs for mankind.

Here is a prime example of what this society has become......

Someone like me can speak to ALL of you instantaneously - like we are doing this moment. 

Scary shit, can you imagine what the evil ones are conveying behind our backs to our people as we speak? Can you imagine what the youth are hearing and believing???

Without sounding like a Doomsayer, I must say that we are going downhill very fast as a society. What is at the bottom of that hill is the Creators, themselves, who are waiting to give us a head ringing slap and make us start all over again.

AND WE WILL NOT BE ABLE TO HANDLE THAT DISCIPLINE BECAUSE WE ARE TOO SELF CENTERED AND GREEDY.

Time has shown us that whenever society gets too out of control God, Nature, The Cosmic Muffin or whoever you perceive as your Creators will come along and set us back a few millennium so as we can try and learn from our mistakes.

Humans are led to believe we are superior over all other life on Earth. Yet even a cockroach has more survival instinct then we do.

We are not screwed, we will get yet another chance. Only catch being is that many of us will no longer be here to witness the dawning of the next age of mankind.

I pray that my children will be part of the new LightHouse Walkers and assist in the healing of our Humanity.

All I can offer to you is that you should 'Walk with your Gods' and not 'Dance with your Demons'

 So sayeth The LightHouse Dann - that Light in your reality.

 So, until next time, "I remain, Dann - just as I am". 
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