I AM TIRED. ....VERY TIRED As I sit here fighting this demon at three o'clock in the morning, I am totally ashamed and disgusted with myself for what I have done to my life and the affect it has upon my child. I cannot recall one minute of my past existence that can compare to the disaster which I now am living. I am lost. I am broken. I am repairable and I know which path I should be walking on, but I cannot repair myself. Deep down inside I am struggling with a very dark entity and I am riddled with guilt, shame, weakness and dangerous emotions. I know I am mentally stronger than most people. I know that all things must pass I know I will never take the cowards way out of this sorrow. I know that I am truly loved by many, many beautiful souls, for it is their love and friendship that fuels my fighter and logical self. BUT ...... I must confess that I am weak - I am so very tired. I fear I have not the ps...
Allow me to take you on a journey within these pages. May you find the essence that is me – may I guide you through the tunnels of my thoughts and bath you in the radiant glow of my opinion. "Walk With Dann" through the expanse of his mind and his battle with late State 4 – "Terminal" oro-Pharyngeal Cancer and late Stage 4 – "Terminal" Squamous Cell Carcinoma Many ask me why l write. I write my books for me. I tell my stories for my readers.