Opinions and Thoughts of LightHouse Dann Verner - Just as he is!

  Delaney “ Jordan ” McLean Verner September 11, 1990 – December 25, 2019 I miss you Jordan. Lords know I miss you. I cannot believe it will be seven years on Christmas morning since suicide stole you from  us. I have to cry these tears out. Knowing they will flow again tomorrow. And the next tomorrow. And all the tomorrows to follow. Forevermore . The tears of sadness. There is no other pain like this. I will “ Flip the script ” and cry tears of happiness and love. I will forever remember wejll every second of every good memory. (They were plenty.) I carry a guilt that is complicated to explain. Often I ponder if you would still be in our lives had I no penance to serve? Doing so in the most serious of ways. Penance for the wrongs I commited in my days gone by? Am I that great of a sinner in the eyes of “Them” that they would punish a family member so as to dishearten me? To the best of my knowledge my time is not yet. I must follow my calling or possibly have my calling foll...