Seven Reasons To Keep On Dancing

So, May is about to end and we shall begin the journey into June with all it's fine weather and the Light of a summer sun.

May was rough this year. The tragic death of a close and dear friend, Sheena Eve (missing you dearly) added to the emotions that I have been wracked with these past few months. The incompetency of the government in the way they deal with monetary issues - funny how if you happen to owe them money you must pay right away, BUT if they owe you, "The cheque is in the mail".

The Creators took our Sheena. I overstand why. A few times in your life you will be Blessed with intertwining your path with that of certain unique and truly precious souls. Sheena was/is such. Never from her mouth would you hear an argument or unfounded bad word. Her aura was violet, her eyes were peace, tranquility and joy. When she walked into a darkened room, the Light would follow - she was a "Sparkle Bitch" ( a term she used herself).

Her physical self has left, but her energy, her Sparkle, her Light and her friendship remains. I feel her as I wander through this space/time continuum. Her guidance steers me onto the righteous path I am meant to follow.

I cry many tears for Sheena, but, they are not in sadness, but rather, tears of happiness for I am truly Blessed to have her as a friend. When my Ascension comes we shall be together again.

Over the past twelve years I often have queried to the Creators. Daily I ask Them, "Why have I been returned seven times from death?". Why me? Why has the Creators allowed one who lived such a horrible and violent youth been given not one, but seven more cracks at the bat?

Why?

It is simple, this answer I seek. So as I could fulfill that which has already been decided. We ALL have a responsibility in our lives. We ALL are here for a certain purpose. Mine is simple, I am a "LightHouse". I have been gifted with premonition. I am third eye sighted. I can read people no matter how disguised they appear. I have laid down my weapons, many years past. I have taken all that was evil and wrong in my life and turned it into tools used to build a better world. Beit, I may only have helped a handful from walking the path I had chosen, but, I helped THAT handful.

During all seven of my confirmed Deaths, I was given the choice of seven paths - never in all my existence was I so certain on what choice to make. I cannot put into words the actuality of what I experienced, but suffice to say that every time I chose the proper path.

My life now has more of a meaning, (for all life has meaning), my life is a struggle and always shall be. I know deep within me that my life will always be a struggle. This is my penance for the previous life I lived. I am the living proof that you cannot go through life as a selfish, morally wrong criminal who holds little regard for the safety and sanctity of fellow mankind.I shall pay the piper for all of my human existence. To quote a song, "I fought the law and the law won"> I disobeyed the Creators and the penalty is now being lived. I know I shall live to be one hundred and twelve and at fifty-four that leaves fifty-eight more years for me to amend that which I have done.

AND I SHALL DO IT WITH MY HEAD HELD VERY HIGH.

For in life I have been a thief, a heroin addict, a severe drug abuser, a biker, a gangbanger and most of all an ASSHOLE. Many will believe that I have not changed. I have.

CAN YOU CHANGE? Take it from me, you do not want to suffer through seven trips to Death to find out. Be like Nike and "Just Do It".

To live a rich life one does not need monetary wealth, one does not need material wealth. To live a rich life one must have Love, Faith in their selves, Forgiveness (this is key) and Light. If you need The Light come by me, knock my door, for I am The LightHouse.

There will be a Light in the window waiting for you. Until then........Namaste'