Are you afraid of your phone or are you constantly waiting for it to ring and possibly bring to your ear that special someone you often think about, but are too shy to call?
Mostly for me it is the latter. I fear the ring-a-ling-ding only when being harassed by drunken friends or collection agencies. (It isn't easy being a poor boy)
When my phone rings and it is a beautiful soul on the other end, my heart races, my Light becomes brilliant and my shyness reaches its maximum.
With this quandary I am at least spared the embarrassment of turning into a five year old child before the very eyes I so admire.
It is amusing to watch myself become so tongue tied and adolescent. I am not one who has trouble finding things to say except in this dilemma and setting. Often this has cost me missing the cue I so long awaited. One would think that after five decades on this plain I would have gotten past the emotional freezing brought about by a hidden heart crush. I have a crush on a select few of acquaintances in my present life, but cannot get past the turmoil of tongue tied shyness.
So, as I begin this week, I must ask of myself to breach the summit of this dilemma and speak from the heart to these blessed souls. Or perhaps, I should just sit and wait until my inner voice allows for me to realize the time has come for I and I to speak the overstanding truth to the angels that The Creator has brought into my life.
Any idea's????????
Mostly for me it is the latter. I fear the ring-a-ling-ding only when being harassed by drunken friends or collection agencies. (It isn't easy being a poor boy)
When my phone rings and it is a beautiful soul on the other end, my heart races, my Light becomes brilliant and my shyness reaches its maximum.
With this quandary I am at least spared the embarrassment of turning into a five year old child before the very eyes I so admire.
It is amusing to watch myself become so tongue tied and adolescent. I am not one who has trouble finding things to say except in this dilemma and setting. Often this has cost me missing the cue I so long awaited. One would think that after five decades on this plain I would have gotten past the emotional freezing brought about by a hidden heart crush. I have a crush on a select few of acquaintances in my present life, but cannot get past the turmoil of tongue tied shyness.
So, as I begin this week, I must ask of myself to breach the summit of this dilemma and speak from the heart to these blessed souls. Or perhaps, I should just sit and wait until my inner voice allows for me to realize the time has come for I and I to speak the overstanding truth to the angels that The Creator has brought into my life.
Any idea's????????
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