Tomorrow Never Comes

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Our days come with many varieties of emotion.

Emotions hurt when paired with the reality of the moment.

Moments like today, this very evening, now ……

In four days it will be six years since my son, my ‘Bubba’, ‘Jordan’ to most others, lost his battle with mental illness and drug addiction and suicide stole his life.

That same day suicide stole a part of my life.

I am not sure if it would be proper to call such a day as an ‘anniversary’.

‘Anniversary‘ is a term that is used to memorialize a ‘special’ occassion.

A pleasant memory.

Such as ‘Marriages, a child’s birth, graduation or personal birthday’.

Today does not fit into any of those scenarios.

“What do you call a day that reminds you of the moment the universe reached out, grabbed your testicles and viscously twisted them until you vomited a part of your soul?”

I wish I knew.

I wish there was a word to describe how I feel today.

For now all I can say is that sorrow is here today, perhaps it will leave by tomorrow.

BUT …..

Isn’t there a saying that states,

“Tomorrow never comes”?

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Jordan’s Biography

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