Delaney “ Jordan ” McLean Verner September 11, 1990 – December 25, 2019 I miss you Jordan. Lords know I miss you. I cannot believe it will be seven years on Christmas morning since suicide stole you from us. I have to cry these tears out. Knowing they will flow again tomorrow. And the next tomorrow. And all the tomorrows to follow. Forevermore . The tears of sadness. There is no other pain like this. I will “ Flip the script ” and cry tears of happiness and love. I will forever remember wejll every second of every good memory. (They were plenty.) I carry a guilt that is complicated to explain. Often I ponder if you would still be in our lives had I no penance to serve? Doing so in the most serious of ways. Penance for the wrongs I commited in my days gone by? Am I that great of a sinner in the eyes of “Them” that they would punish a family member so as to dishearten me? To the best of my knowledge my time is not yet. I must follow my calling or possibly have my calling foll...
Allow me to take you on a journey within these pages. May you find the essence that is me – may I guide you through the tunnels of my thoughts and bath you in the radiant glow of my opinion. "Walk With Dann" through the expanse of his mind and his battle with late State 4 – "Terminal" oro-Pharyngeal Cancer and late Stage 4 – "Terminal" Squamous Cell Carcinoma Many ask me why l write. I write my books for me. I tell my stories for my readers.